Casey Mcdonnell I catch myself catching my breath as your memories are a constant. My love for you is so deep as you were a force meant for greatness. My heart is broken forever. I tear up as I see you in everything and place I go.
I cannot fix this. I am trying, but the ache is deep, wide and flowing. There was only one you.
Your stamp on me as your father imprinted itself as a stream of life within my heart, mind and soul. I love you my son, and God I miss you!
Everyday repeats as if groundhog day. Your life runs as a video over and over in my head. I see your smile everywhere. I love you and all you mean and meant to me. You were a genius in technologies and deficient in social skills with anxiety and depression that stemmed from a childhood nightmare. I am sorry I could not have protected you better.
ReplyDeleteToday, I wept as you came into view in a memory that never leaves my mind. You are my soul and my soul has left the earth. I try and try, but you are not here. So, I weep.
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